Статьи - Тексты песен - SpineShank - The Height of Callousness

1. Asthmatic

It starts to tear me down
Destroyed by what I create
It left the nerve exposed
Feels like a lost cause
Frustration's all I have left
It's what reduced me to this
Turned me against myself
It's still a lost cause

I can't keep doing this to myself
But it's the only way to forget who I am

Your disability
Kept pushing me away
It went beneath what's so real to me
And threw it all away
I underestimated
The lengths that you would have gone
To deny who you are
You threw it all away

I will keep doing this to myself

'Cause it's the only way to forget who I am

I never wanted your help
I never needed your help

This failure has to be all mine all mine now
I'll turn my back on myself
If it's my only way out
It can only help me if it hurts

I won't give into, I won't give into...
I won't become one with your lies

I never wanted your help
I never needed your help
This failure has to be all mine all mine now
I'll turn my back on myself
If it's my only way out
I'm too tired to feel anything anyway

I will keep doing this to myself
'Cause it's the only way to forget who I am

I never wanted your help
I never needed your help
This failure has to be all mine all mine now
I'll turn my back on myself
If it's my only way out
I'm too tired to feel anything anyway

I have become one with your lies

2. The Height Of Callousness

My frustration caused the callous
Turned my senses into spite
My perception with no conscience
Made the fear seem almost right

I was unaffected for so long
Now I'm fucking ruined
I was desperation for so long
Now it's fucking gone

Can I see it? Can I see it? Can I see it? Can I?
I can't even recognize myself
I turned into what destroyed it
Drown the truth out until it all makes sense again

I was unaffected for so long
Now I'm fucking ruined
I was desperation for so long
Now it's fucking gone

Take my fucking conscience from me
Try to save me from myself
Turn my fucking thoughts against me
Now my ways will be dissolved

Fuck integrity
Fuck integrity

My frustration caused the callous
Turned my senses into spite
My perception with no conscience
Made the dear seem almost right

I was unaffected for so long
Now I'm fucking ruined
I was desperation for so long
Now it's fucking gone

Take my fucking conscience from me
Try to save me from myself
Turn my fucking thoughts against me
Now my ways will be dissolved

The height of callousness
The height of callousness takes over
The height of callousness
The height of callousness it's over

Fuck integrity
Fuck integrity

3. Synthetic

I can never feel the way you do
But it still becomes me now
I can't take the way you do
But it's still inside me

Synthetic solution
Synthetic, I'll become
Synthetic, if it makes this go away

Still I waste another day of my life
And it sickens me to feel this way
Now I can't make up my mind, is this right
How I let you get inside of me?

Twist my words the way that you do
'Cause it falls on deaf ears now
Still, I've learned to numb your views
But they're still inside me

Synthetic solution
Synthetic, I'll become
Synthetic if it makes this go away

Still I waste another day of my life
And it sickens me to feel this way
Now I can't make up my mind, is this right
Now I let you get inside of me?

I will never follow you...

At this time I thought I was myself
And I thought I never could become you
All this time I thought I was myself
And I thought I never could become you
Wrong

Still I waste another day of my life
And it sickens me to feel this way
Now I can't make up my mind, is this right

How I let you get inside of me?

I have become synthetic

4. New Disease

Now I can take this, everything I know
Realize that I'm nothing I wanted to be
I can never change anything I've done
Because it's the only this I have left

Blame myself again for what I didn't do
Never even knew it was coming from me
It changed the way I felt, the worst is yet to come
Because I have gone too far now

Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

Is this all worth what this has done to me
Watered down my senses and turned them on me

Fuck morality and everything I know
If I didn't hate this than I couldn't cope
Impersonate myself for what I used to be
Denial is all that's left now

Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

Seething in my head
I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why
This meant so much to me

Doubt
Did I ever want this?
It's all I could've been, it's all I would've been
Doubt
Did I ever want this?
It's all I've ever been, it's all I'll ever be

Seething in my head
I'm suffering instead
I can't remember why
This meant so much to me

Nobody
Changed my mind
And it leads me to a new disease
Somebody
Let it die
But it still becomes a new disease

5. (Can't Be) Fixed

It goes beneath what I've done
It's bigger than the helplessness I felt
It comes around without a face
And redefines my subconscience again

I can't be fixed
I can't be fixed
I can't be fixed
'Cause I won't change
Stall

Reverse the cause to numb the sense
It's meaningless if I can't be ashamed
I latch myself onto the need
The only thing that isolates me now

I can't be fixed
I can't be fixed
I can't be fixed
'Cause I won't change
Stall

It goes beneath who I am
And turns into the recklessness I felt
It comes around without a face
And redefines my subconscience for good

I can't be fixed
I can't be fixed
I can't be fixed
'Cause I won't change
Stall

6. Cyanide 2600

Your disease is a fucking waste of time
Turn it on when it fits your needs
Never mattered that I couldn't feel a thing
Anything you meant was forgot

Tear it down, it's what you don't know
Turn it around because it questions your integrity
Take it away because you can't control it
Throw it away because its what you are

Your tongue's a dying wasted lie
I've seen through you when you need
What makes you think it's not your fault
Everything you were is so far gone

You don't want to know if you don't get it
Everything you touch is dead or terminal
Everything you were walks away from me
Everything you were is lost

Realize what you've become
Criticize to make it all numb
Separate yourself from your views
What it takes to redeem yourself

I can see it start to begin
Everything that you thought was so clear
Shutting down what you thought was real

Giving up to a lesser God
It's all you're worth and it's all you were
Shutting down what you thought was real
What it takes to redeem yourself

Realize what you've become
Criticize to make it all numb
Separate yourself from your views
What it takes to redeem yourself

What it takes to redeem yourself
It's all you're worth...

7. Play God

Trying to understand
How someone like you can still sleep at night
Or are you too busy playing god
To fuckers that are chewing at your lies
Another loser born?

Fed on my fragile mind
Still I stood up on my broken knees
'Cause everything that you took
Gave me immunity to your disease
Another life is torn?

I won't hear, I won't see
I will never be a part of your cause
'Cause I'm alive and I still breathe
And your just a fucking waste of

Time, what you tried to offer me
Was it really worth it?
Sew up this hole inside of me
'Cause you'll never take it

I don't fear what you are
Because you're only dangerous to what is weak
Clinging to the stories you create
You make a living off of souls that bleed
Another dotted line

I won't hear, I won't see
I will never be a part of your cause
'Cause I'm alive and I still breathe
And your just a fucking waste of

Time, what you tried to offer me
Was it really worth it?
Sew up this hole inside of me
'Cause you'll never take it

I'm becoming of nothing
This is what you started

Time, what you tried to offer me
Was it really worth it?
Sew up this hole inside of me
'Cause you'll never take it

Never take it

8. Malnutrition

Dismiss your true state of mind
'Cause it's too hard to be
Convince yourself it's a lie
The guilt you do achieve
Failure disguised your choice
You need another voice
Regrets confirmed your faults
I need another voice

You're too far gone

Disengage yourself
To replace yourself
Look right through yourself
And deny yourself

Guilt, it's in your voice
It's on your face
But it looks malnourished
Greed, it took control
And fed your mind
But it's still malnourished

The contradictions you live
Have canceled out the truth
The desperation you show
Is just the focal point
Nothing more than image
You need anothe voice
Your faults became regret
I need another choice

You're too far gone

Realign yourself
To escape yourself
See right through yourself
Give up on yourself

Guilt, it's in your voice
It's on your face
But it looks malnourished
Greed, it took control
And fed your mind
But it's still malnourished

9. Seamless

If you said that you could kill the things inside me
You're just a liar, everything inside me's dead
It's nice of you to think that I could ever be that
But I'm not, I'm just a failure instead

Don't preach a story of success and gifted thinking
Because in the end were gonna end up the same way
Keep on living your whole life on hands and knees
'Cause I'll be standing waiting, life ends the same way

Never wanted this life
Because it's meaningless
Gone away from me

The life you've given is a poorly painted picture
The colors running and it's staggering my life
A definition of the truth is all I wanted
Not mental beatings falling short of stupidity

Don't give a speech on your prolific ways of living
You speak in vain whether you think you do or not
Spreading infection of the truth that leads to sick lies
You are the shame inside of me, you mindrot

Never wanted this life
Because it's meaningless
Gone away from me

If you said that you could kill the things inside me
You're just a liar, everything inside me's dead
It's nice of you to think that I could ever be that
But I'm not, I'm just a failure instead

You're so mistaken on the life you think I wanted
I'll give you credit for the effort you put forth
'Cause as it ends you're gonna start to realize that
Your fuckin' prejudice and words of wisdom go unheard

Never wanted this life
Because it's meaningless
Gone away from me

Never wanted this life...

10. Negative Space

I don't have what you need
You don't know but I still see
The situation brings me down

See wasted days inside me
No changing ways becoming
Falling away from nothing
Sobering days, I'm dying now

I don't care what you want
You don't know I'm already gone
The situation brings me down

See wasted days inside me
No changing ways becoming
Falling away from nothing
Sobering days, I'm dying now

What I feel everyday
Keeps everything nice and cold
I'm not sure what you need
It's not me anymore
All of our memories are just a thought away
Get the fuck away from me

See wasted days inside me
No changing ways becoming
Falling away from nothing
Sobering days, I'm dying now

11. Transparent

I spend my time
Letting these hopeless thoughts run my life
Force me to hide
Just create a truth to all these lies

I will never be the same
So just leave me down while I'm separating
I could never give anymore
All these lies have left me torn

It's only this way falling on my own
I made this mess now its over
It was nobody's fault, it was all my own
Everything's wasted forever

The only hand
That I know how to hold belongs to me
How it began
What I though was right became my insecurity

I will never be the same
So just leave me down while I'm separating
I could never give anymore
All these lies have left me torn

It's only this way falling on my own
I made this mess now its over
It was nobody's fault, it was all my own
Everything's wasted forever

It's on my own
It's on my own

Weakness becomes me
My faults relieve me
My fear excludes me
Turns it against me
My fault
My fear
Turned it against me

It's only this way falling on my own
I made this mess now its over
It was nobody's fault, it was all my own
Everything's wasted forever

It's only this way falling on my own
It's only this way falling on my own
It's only this way falling on my own
It's only this way, it's only this way

It's on my own
It's on my own

Perfect Ending

Well i feel that all this becomes this waste that we call life
And its real yet i hate all the things that i've become

Why the smiles become a waste of time i get this empty feeling
Thats only becoming my friend this is gone im home as only you can see
I want to know why this happening to me

Still you try but at times like this i cant believe your lies
And i feel that the same is happening to you so

Why the smiles become a waste of time i get this empty feeling
Thats only becoming my friend this is gone im home as only you can see
I want to know why this happening to me

All myself and its still becoming
All myself and its still becoming
All myself and its still becoming
All myself and its still becoming

I fall asleep inside my head because frustrations all thats left
I cant afford to work this out because frustrations all I

Still we try but at times like this they wont believe our lies
And we know why all of this is happening so
Why the smiles become a waste of time i get this empty feeling
Thats only becoming my friend this is gone i'm home as only you can see
I want to know why this happening to me

All myself and its still becoming
All myself and its still becoming
All myself and its still becoming
All myself and its still becoming

Full Circle

My mind is only of your demise
But i find that your still ill
My life is nothing but stolen lies
So i look for a life to steal
My kind is livin' a life that dies
But my eyes see human life
This time im starting to recognise
But its pointless to save my life

I've come full circle
I've come full circle
I've come full circle
I've come full circle

Its just the meaning that i
Everything's for a life
Im everything that im supposed to be until i die
I never wanted this but it still happened this way
I just want to repress but you wont let me

If you leave me now i wonder what would happen to my world
Your just a never healing sore..beating me

I tried believing your honest face
Cuz it helps make the time pass by
Unlike that time ive been dead for days
So i mourn rather than confine

I've come full circle
I've come full circle
I've come full circle
I've come full circle

Its all what you did to me
Then i became this way
But still the time slips away
Forcing me to stay i try to stay on top
But you fucked me instead i dont want to commit
I just want to forget

If you leave me now i wonder what would happen to my world
Your just a never healing sore..beating me

Автор: _unkind_
Разместил: _unkind_ Дата: 15:02 14.08.2007г.

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